I know what I’m seeing before she tells me.
I knew when the midwife excused herself from the examination room, claiming not to be an ultrasound expert. I knew when the ultrasound tech looked at the screen and recommended we move to her room, where the machinery is more advanced. I knew when I…
October 15th is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day. Of course I’m going through related tags bawling my eyes out. I am so lucky. My daughter is next to me, refusing to sleep. It’s been a hard day, we’re both sick and sleepy, but I’m so lucky that she’s here.
I can’t imagine losing her, before or after birth. I’m so incredibly sorry to anyone who has experienced this.